wish i had seen it sooner

...it would've been nice to know.

there are so many things that are crazy right now, and i really just don't understand any of them. i suppose i don't have to understand, but i really wish i did... i'm feelin a littla like Joseph did i guess... be nice if i could see God's whole plan, but i guess if i knew, then i would have no reason to trust him...

sometimes i just miss things that i really wish i hadn't. i've got some amazing friends. sometime i really don't realize how great they are until they aren't around for awhile... bummer. but i know there's a reason for everything. so i'm just gonna have to trust God.

adam's leavin for basic tomorrow. :( i can't believe it's actually tomorrow. crazy how fast time goes when you don't want it to. but he's really exicted about it. :) i'm sure he'll fit there great. hopefully i'll get to go out for his graduation. that'd be pretty great! gonna have to keep him and his family in my prayers for sure. boy i'm gonna miss him though. good friend that one... a really good one.


i know i've made mistakes... sometimes i'm just way too loyal for my own good. i am still havin to work on the fact that i care too much about what people think of me instead of what God thinks...

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY to Nate!! :)
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haven't heard back from outback. guess they really don't need me. i may call and see about it, but i dunno.

open house on tuesday, ugh, so sick of cleaning... i'll be glad when it's all over.

can't wait for lifegroup on wednesday night! those girls are great!

thinkin about goin out to visit arizona. that sounds interesting :)

thinkin about starting a vlog... but i think i'd need some editing software first...